Mom and Dad Will Never Understand

rape_my_soul @ 2008-01-22T01:37:00

2008-01-22T06:37:55Z

heyyy guys

=)

holiday cheer.

2006-12-24T16:27:35Z

as mean as everyone seems to get at the holidays......

i hope everyone has a happy one. =) and i happy new year. i'll be in Rome new years, but everyone here should still have a good time even though im marching for the pope new years day. hehe =]

<3
-s.

rape_my_soul @ 2006-12-09T00:39:00

2006-12-09T04:39:26Z

rape_my_soul @ 2006-06-28T03:04:00

2006-06-28T07:05:18Z

Uvito2000: i want a vesectimy!!!!
bottledoo: WHY???
Uvito2000: cause people are singing about it!!!!

mmm its late.

rape_my_soul @ 2006-06-05T18:45:00

2006-06-05T22:46:31Z

ExportRevolution: my best guy friend wants me to suck
his dick for some acid. which I'd have no problem doing except
he and my best chick friend are in love (she's living in Florida now).
lol what to do?

ExportRevolution: I'm gonna ask Jeeves.

haha i heart her

mmmh.

2006-05-09T21:33:27Z

guy likes girl.
girl likes guy.
guy says he loves girl.
girl says she loves guy.
guy tells his friend she's the one.
girl doesn't know what to think of this
because girl doesn't feel as strong for guy as guy does for girl.

girl is still interested in her last 'boy toy'
girl doesn't want to break up with guy because she doesn't want to hurt his feelings.
and she still loves him just not as much as he loves her (seemingly)

girl would never cheat on guy because he's been hurt by other chick doing that to him before

but girl still flirts with 'boy toy' guy and doesn't really feel bad about it.

what do i do?

rape_my_soul @ 2006-04-22T21:20:00

2006-04-23T01:21:17Z

I try to love everyone
It's never the same
And in the end
I'm who they blame.

i hate this.

2006-04-13T21:53:11Z

oh my god.
im going to cry this feeling is back
that feeling in the middle of my chest
that empty hurt.

owch. i didn't miss this.

no life

2005-12-26T07:29:03Z

hell yeah!!!

enought for now?

oh SCHNAP

2005-12-04T23:57:43Z

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rape_my_soul @ 2005-11-29T15:47:00

2005-11-29T20:47:50Z

who mofos, who has a myspacE?

add me.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=33779482&Mytoken=14CC44DC-D0EC-FEFD-7BB2BDD858876C8353724376

thats right.

comment back with youwa own shhhhizt.

hehe

2005-11-27T19:10:31Z

Wanna play Spin The Bottle with Green Day?
Ur name/sn/username/nickname
The hottest member of Green Day
When you kissed Billie...	He liked it
When you made out with Mike...	He thought you needed a little more experience
When you did the tongue tango with Tre...	He tells you that he wants to see you alone later
The best kisser by far was...	Billie Joe
Your favorite boy-on-boy kiss between the Green Day guys	Tre on Mike
Which one thought you were so hot, he convinced you to do him la	You did Tre, then Mike

This fun quiz by Insanity Is Sexy - Taken 5190 Times. </a>

New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!

maggie may

2005-11-27T18:59:09Z

*[HAVE YOU EVER..]*
been kissed..	yeah
lied to a friend..	yeah
dyed ur hair	yup
dressed punk	???
kissed a girl	yeah
saw something u didnt want to	yeah
danced in the rain	mmhm
lied to ur parents	FUCKING DUH
went barefoot in the snow	yeah, then got locked out of my house
played hockey	yeah
made ur own clothes	ummm don't think so. unless halloween costumes count
*[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS..]*
got in a fite	nope
took a shower	ehhh thats in the last like 26 hours
gave a dirty look to someone	yeah
cried=(	yes (immortal technique song, so sad!!)
did a cartwheel	no
went to school	nope
shopped	no
danced	yeah
got sick	no
did something u regret	nope
discovered something new	ehh no
*[IN SCHOOL YOU...]*
run to class because ur always late	noe
act perfect	nun uh
act hyper	no
are a nerd	no
in band??	fuck yeah!!! best band in the fucking universe!!! (and yeah im talking about marching band)
*[RIGHT NOW UR..]*
in ur pjs	nop
drinkin	jones soda
listening to music	yeah
watching a movie	no
iming someone	yeah
talkin on the fone	no
eating	nope
*[CLOTHES..]*
hot topic or abercrombie and fitch	niether
thongs or briefs	boy shorts!
boxers anyone?!?!	:D
sweatpants or jeans	sweatpants
longsleeved shirts or short sleeve	long sleeved
tube tops or tanks	tanks
*[CURRENTLY .. ]*
current clothes	ratty falling apart heald-together-by-ducttape jeans with writing all over, a beater and a hoodie
current mood	hopeful
current music	Rise Against
current taste	chocoalte
current make-up	smeared from last night
current thing I ought to be doing	crunches, writing, running, being at the beach, being on a plane to california
*[ LAST PERSON .. ]*
you hugged	Ali
yelled at	oleg
IMed.	alex
you touched	mom, well no. ashley
*[ EiTHER/0R .. ]*
coffee or hot chocolate	espresso!
big or little	depends :)
lace or satin	lace
new or old	old
vogue or cosmopolitan	cosmo
skirt or dress	skirt
wool or cotton	cotton
*[DO YOU..]*
put on a "front"	wow that was gangsta sounding..... no i dont.
have a crush on someone	kinda i guess
if u got a tatoo where wud u get it	lower back, back of neck or hip
*[RANDOM QUESTiONS..]*
waht is the online symbol u use the most	:)
u have a boyfriend or girlfiend	no
who's hotter, Josh Hartnett or Chad Michael Murray	billie joe armstrong
what was the last thing you said	'ummmmm'
who would u want to be stuck in an elevator with	green day
do you like stickers	YES
do u play with mad libs wen ur bored	no
are you suicidal	no
is your window open	no, its painted shut is a dumbass
what was the last pair of shoes you bought	my beloved boots
do you have a little brother	no
does he draw you cute pictures	yeah, my non-exsistant younger brother draws me pictures all the time
where do your grandparents live	Illinois
what do you think of when you hear the word click	mouse
are you a moron	yeah
do you like trampolines	YES
have u ever accidentally sucked something up in the vacuum	hahaha countless
did you see American Pie 2	yup
do you cut yourself
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

no such surprise :)

2005-11-11T01:44:14Z

You scored as Punk/Rebel.

</td>

Punk/Rebel

100%

Loner

88%

Stoner

63%

Ghetto gangsta

50%

Drama nerd

44%

Goth

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

19%

Geek

What's Your High School Stereotype?
created with QuizFarm.com</table

rape_my_soul @ 2005-11-08T22:45:00

2005-11-09T03:52:45Z

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
my eyes

2. How much cash do you have on you?
fifteen bucks
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
creast
4. Favorite planet?
uranus hahahahaha!

5. Who's the 4th person on your missed call list?
sarah c

6. What's your main ring tone on your phone?
"special longview"

7. What shirt are you wearing?
green day kerplunk shirt

8. Do you "label" yourself?
i try not to, but some how it ends up happening
9 Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
i dont like shoes, i'm wearing leg warmers

10. Bright or Dark Room?
dark

11. What do you think of the person who posted this before you?
shes a whore. (seriously)

12. When did you last drink alcohol?
like yesterday? tonight at dinner. thats it.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
climbing upsdtairs asfter falling asleep on the couch, being cold, and fucking being tired.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
"are you up yet?"

15. Do you click on "Pop-Ups" or Banners?
nope, got my pop up blocker for that shiiiit

16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
"what the fuck?"

17. Who told you they loved you last?
jordan

18. Last furry thing you touched?
my dog?

19. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
haha like 6 i think. WAL-MART!!!

20. How Many Times Have You Done It In The Past Three Days?
it? nada. i'm lonely :( haha

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
fucking i loved it when i was 5
22. Your worst enemy?
myself

23. What's your current desktop picture?
JOS collage

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"haahaha see you upstairs"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or change a regret, what would it be?
i regret nothing, but i'd regret having a million bucks, so they go hand in hand.

26. Do you love/like someone?
:)

27. Have you done anything illegal?
who hasn't? ("hey, do you wanna go eat a bald eagle? theres only like EIGHT of 'em left MMMMMM tastes like FREEDOM")

i want to drown my sorrow, no tomorrow, no tomorrow.

2005-10-26T05:10:58Z

hey all. um yeah its early wednesday and i'm fucking cold. its raining outside and i'm paranoid like Iraqi smuggling drugs across the U.S. border (no racism implied)

i can hardly keep my eyes open, again. i need my fucking caffeene pills. where are they? ahhh motherfucker.

i need to get some sleep. should s study for the multiple tests i have tomorrow? nahhh.....

just hope i don't fail.

toodles.

its raining bombs outside my window

2005-10-24T05:44:06Z

i'm such a fucking hypocrite.

more so contradictary. i always have these wicked thoughts that i just marvel myself over like "how the fuck did i think like that" kind of a thing, but then i think of something compleately opposite, contradicting the previous thought, but then i totally agree with the latter as well.

what??? and i've been so fucking bad about carrying my shit around, and writing this stuff down.

don't you hate that? you think of something sooo good, but can't write it down, and youre like "oh i won't forget this it's too good"

then you forget.

and it just sucks because alot of the time those meanless random zoneing-out mid day thoughts always rock your world later, if you remember them.

i want nothing more than to sleep right now, but i have sooo much shit that i have to do. fucking a. i chugged a coffee earlier, and was totally wired, but i of course, had to sit here on my ass in front of my laptop, wasting the fuck away, instead of doing the shit i had to, when i had the fucking energy.

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.

Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

i waste my time doing this shit. am i really so pathetic i need a fucking internet quiz to tell me how i live my fucking life?

it's insanity. sheer madness. and its quite chilly in my room. but i did burn my toe on my radiator the other day. ouch.

i need a shower. well, i have a shower, but i need to take one. i also need to go to middletown music tomorrow.

FUCK i just remembered. i have marching band practice tomorrow. SHIT.

5:15-9:05 holy shit! this is not what i fucking need right now. and i have to go to this practice, because otherwise i can't play in the fucking homecoming game. MOTHERFUCKER. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh/

whatever. lately, i've just been wanting to scream. like theres this energy inside of me that literally just wants to scream. i can feel it pounding and no its not my heart.

its like i need to rip out my eyes in a non violent way. just shread through this shit, since i don't know what to say. hey maybe i can put that in a poem.

but probably not, since im a lazy motherfucker who hasn't written a poem in over two weeks probably. i have so fucking much to do.

take a yawn, and strech your arms, since i'm boring you so much. fuck im falling asleep.

someone call me, i c an't help it

wake me up.

rape_my_soul @ 2005-10-23T12:10:00

2005-10-23T16:10:58Z

rape_my_soul @ 2005-10-20T20:29:00

2005-10-21T00:30:16Z

refresh REFRESH REFRESHREFRESH REFRESH!!!!!!!!
i cant take it anymore!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

rape_my_soul @ 2005-10-20T14:44:00

2005-10-20T21:53:02Z

name
Spencer

nickname
spence, "my whore", blue hair, heyyyyyy

age
17

school
a.i.
grade
11

hair color
blue and blond

eye color
bright green

skin color
im pretty pale...like white...
zodiac sign
cancer
height
5'5

THIS OR THAT

long hair/short hair
shortish
curly/straight hair
wavy

fat/skinny
skinny (duh)

coke/pepsi
dr pepper

chocolate/vanilla
mmmm vanilla.

superman/spiderman
fucking batman, man

prep/goth
niether

oc/one tree hill
AHHHHHHHHHHH POP TV! GET AWAY!

lindsey lohan/hilary duff
shirley manson
ice cream/candy
ice cream of course

big feet/small
uh i dunno

tall/short
tall

50 cent/eminem
nither

ashley/mary-kate olsen
the anorexic coke head *cough* i mean mary kate

comendy/drama/horror/romantic
it depends on the time and place

paris/venice
venice beach (ca)

pink/black
green

guys/girls
depends

DO U/OR HAVE U EVER TRIED....

smoke {yyyes

drugs do you know me?

drink {if so how many times}
again, DO YOU FUCKING KNOW WHO I AM?

have sex {if so how many times}
mmm yea
get along with family
who does?

YES OR NO....

paris hilton
no

britney spears
no

rap
no

sex before marriage
yes

abortion
depends on the situation

our president
he reminds me of the friends i had in kindergarden.....who rode the short bus
gay marriages
yes of course

FUTURE....

kids {how many}
like 1 or 3

state
california

job
writer/musician

married
eh i dunno

MORE THIS OR THAT.....

thongs/granny underwear
the kewl kidz go commando

hollister/hot topic
i don't like either

aol/yahoo/msn
aim?

romantic kiss/steamy make-out session
make out

wendys/kfc
fucking nither

straight/bi/gay
bi

JUST SOME QUESTONS.....

what r u wearing rite now
green day shirt, flame boots, jeans, striped sweater, belt

have u ever skipped school
um duh?

best friend
i have multiple friends but alex fucking saad is my soul mate

sexiest star
um billie joe much?

how often do u shower
like once every one or two sometimes 3 days

whats ur fear
being deaf being armly paralized

hate ne1 with a passion {if so who}
i try not to, so i dont think so

1. What time is it? 840..holy crap its late!

2. Name as it appears on birth certificate? Ima Nottell Ingu

3. Nickname(s): spence, "my whore", blue hair, heyyyyyy

4. Do You Drive?: Nope.

5. Boyfriend/Girlfriend? Nada.

6. Zodiac: cancer

7. All hair colors: currently or previously? currently=blue band with blode back and brown roots showing everywhere previous=red, black, pink, purple, green, blonde, orange
8. Eyelash color: black

9. Height: 5'5

10. Shoe size: 8

11. Glasses, contacts or neither? Neither

12. Braces? si unfortunately

13. Wished Piercing/tattoos? tattoo tattoo tattoo tattoo

14. Pets? dog

15. Sex. yes

16. Siblings: none

******HAVE YOU EVER******

17. Gotten super wasted? yes

18. Gotten so drunk you don't remember what happened? yeah, they took pictures :( pink spandex...it wasnt pretty.

19. Drank 5 liters of beer in 2 hours? um i dont count, i doubt it.

20. Had an Irish carbomb? nah

21. Skipped school by peer pressure? not by peer pressure

22. Bungee jumped? Nopers.

23. Kissed someone not related to you 30+ years older than you? umm...i dont think so.

24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? yeah

25. Made out with more than two people in one day? yes!! at the same time once!

26. Hit your head somewhere and been knocked out? Nopers.

27. TP'd someone's house? their trees..... does that count?
28. Won something of value? ha probably not

29. Asked a stranger out? Nopers.

30. Been rejected by someone? Ha, who hasn't?

31. Been in love with someone who didnt know it? um billie joe? then again, all those love letters, he may know.......

32. Been to over 5 funerals? yea

33. Used a lighter? duh

34. Been on stage? fuck yes!

****FAVORITE******

35. Pasta: um those pilliows

36. Ice cream flavor: fucking heath man...it rules

37. Store for clothes: the thrift store.

38. School subject(s): whatever subject where the teach is too oblivious to noticed im sleeping/not there

39. Breakfast cereal: special k ;)

40. Number and why: 9, fuck you and your numbers, thats my reason

41. Book and why: frindle, ive read it like 1000 1/2 times

42. Horror Movie: dunno. texas chain saw original
43. Candy: heath

44. Dark Soda: I PREFER BLOOD.

45. Color: GREEN!

46. Vacation spot(s): Anywhere but here. (A-FUCKING-MEN)

47. Sport to watch on tv: tennis....just kidding.

48. Sport to play: im lazy. i hate sports.

49. Fruit: banana

50. Sound: Orgasm. *looks around* What?

51. Fast food restaraunt: UGH NONE
52. Cartoon Character: Stewie!

53. Holiday the first half of the year: um leaf eriksin day, i think its in january

54. Name for a boy: ryan, fffff,

55. Name for a girl: estelle, stella, drew

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate, strawberry or vanilla? fucking strawberry

57. Boys or girls? both

58. Long relationships or one night stands: ehhh i dunno, ive had more of the latter....

59. Dogs or cats or horses? horsies

60. Comedies or scary movies: It's comedy and tragedy. It's Saint Jimmy and that's my nameeeeeee. And don't you fucking wear it out. * * * *(:))

61. Silver or gold? Silver.

62 Croutons or bacon bits? Neither.

******THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******

63. Potato: crabs

64. Tomato: stubboron

65. School: hate

66. Grass: weed

67. Cow: milk

68. Canada: flag!

69. Mouse: COLIN THE BAND ROOM ALBINO MOUSE/RAT

70. Hand: Job.

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie? yeah..well not the whole thing

72. Talked on the phone? yeah

73. Cried? yes actually

74. Threw up? No
75. Drank a glass of water? yeah i have to pee now that you mention it

76. Gone to the bathroom? yeah

77. Read a book or magazine? Yeah.

78. Watched tv? nope

79. Looked in the mirror? Yes'm.

80. Taken a shower? no wait..yeah..actually no

81. Taken a picture? Nopers.

82. Listened to music? Of course.

83. Hugged or kissed someone? More like everyone.

84. Done your hw? whats homework? :)

85. Told someone you loved them? EVERYONE.

***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******
86. Rock and Roll? And Can Music Save Your Mortal Soul? And Can You Teach Me How To Dance Real Slow...? BLLAAHHHHHH!

87. A one true love? i dont know

88. Aliens? Yes.

89. Fun for the entire family? What is this an ad for a water park or something?

90. Freedom of speech? If I didn't then I wouldn't believe in answering this question. Fucker.

91. Love? Yeah, somethings gotta kill right?

92. Magic? In A Young Girl's Heart? How The Music Can Free Ya Whenever It Starts?......

*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******

93. Last movie you saw in theatres? waiting fucking rock ass

94. Are you listening to music right now? Yeah.

95. What color shirt are you wearing? black beater

96. Do you like your middle name? ehhhhh no

97. What is the best thing since sliced bread?: my bum

98. Who is your best friend(s)? alex fucking saad

99. What time is it now? 859

photobucket equals un bitch

2005-10-19T02:16:58Z

oh yeah, i;m a punk rocker yeah.

are those my fucking devil horns??? YES THEY FUCKING ARE. he stopped LONGVIEW and told me to throw them up. and he threw them back too. mmmmmm billie sweat....mmmmm mmmm goooood. -not a stalker-

this pic again, since i love it. wake me up man.

i love this too, SOMEONE was excited to play longview!!

oh yeah billie. take it off.

wow. i just died. and mind fucked billie

*american idiot*

i dont care if you dont!

shout!

shout! again!

king for a day, whore for a week (i think this was the point where i tried to throw my bra onstage, but it got caught on my shirt, then a thread was still caught and i tried to throw it, but hit a gaurd haha)

here comes the rain again falling from the stars

Billie:IT'S THIS BIG! I SWEAR
Tre and Mike (in unison): yeah! it is! *shifty looks*

drink bunny drink!

yeah....you know i see you.

thats it. not zoom. on the gate, ribs fucking hurt, but it kicked balls!!!! (in a good way) i dont feel like going into detail, pictures are enough right?

p.s. i got my computed back, except updates more than once every fucking like 6 months.
toods

to good for a cut

2005-10-19T01:58:55Z

more to come, i fucking hate photobucket. this is from my green day concert sept 7 like a million years ago. i love this picture, no zoom bitches!

rape_my_soul @ 2005-09-29T22:44:00

2005-09-30T02:44:32Z

i didn't die :)

but i do have green day concert story about 3 weeks late and fucking rock ass pictures. update tomorrow.

--loves--

check my vital signs, i know i'm still alive and i walk ALONE

2005-08-25T07:03:44Z

weeee!!!!! it's late!!! well early....depending on how you look at it.

i bet you my friend is like really bored, she sitting behind me like half falling the fuck off a cliff, since i'm being a lame ass and just compleately kinda ignoring her.
i know you there!!! hi alex!!!!!!! yeah shes totally dosed off. i guess i'll wake her back up once i finish this, no use in boring her, she might as well be dreaming instead. :)
speaking of dreaming the past two nights i've had dreams about giving cam head........as weird of a thing to dream about as THAT is. but oh well. ummmmm my sister went to college today.
University of Mary Washington in fucking rad VIRGINIA. yyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee haawwwww!!!!!!!!!!!haha

oh and she got her braces off!!!! not really news, but she had them for 7 years, so its about god damn time. my school starts in less than a week. on fucking monday.

MONDAY. not cool. and i have to go in early JUST because i'm a freashman, it's only a day, but a day is ALOT. ummmm.

i've spent the last house trying to tell my friend that shes gonna cough her guts out when she smokes weed for the first time, since shes never tried cigarettes and weed is harsher and whatever. it'll be sweet though, she'll just we fun to watch stoned.

hey gues what! i went to the hospital on sunday!!!! for four hours! and passed out in a car!!!! guesss what was all i had!

MENSTRAL CRAMPS (dysemnarreah) yeah mixed with heat stroke and dehydration. go me for not drinking.

no props to my sisters boyfriend though. who instead of just keeping the a/c in his car on, just rolls the windows down in like 105 degree heat.
man im not tired. *le sigh* but i guess i'll wake my friend up.....

eh not yet. but i've just been so fucking bored lately. better than nothing. green day concert in two weeks exactly. so thats cool.

and her hours is really.......idk where the fuck that came from.

but my friend is awake now. i gotta go.

rock on lovers. \--/

hmmmm

2005-08-20T20:05:34Z

why the FUCK is my mom so moody????? Can anyone answer that for me?

what sex position are you?
Full Name
Age
your sex is ?	wild
you like sex....	kinky and rough
your position is....	misionary

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Name
DOB
Favourite Color
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Your Warning Label
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Your Warning is	Not suitable for those under 18
Your Life Expectancy	2 Years

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what drug are you?
name
you are	mushrooms, man you CRAZY!

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your night with green day (girls only)
Name / Username
Billie Joe will	have wild sex with you
Tre will	rub your boobs
Mike will	tickle you
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What do they call you?
When is your cake-day?
What color are you feelin`?
What grade you reppin`?
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You are a ViRGiN =)	FALSE
You are in l0ve <3	FALSE
You are:	A PUNK! - You`re a unique person, you`ve got your own style and that`s awesome.
You are a true:	Friend - Your not selfish at all! You care about other people and their needs.
You like:	)
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