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heyyy guys
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as mean as everyone seems to get at the holidays......
i hope everyone has a happy one. =) and i happy new year. i'll be in Rome new years, but everyone here should still have a good time even though im marching for the pope new years day. hehe =]
<3
-s.
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[28 Jun 2006|03:04am] |
Uvito2000: i want a vesectimy!!!!
bottledoo: WHY???
Uvito2000: cause people are singing about it!!!!
mmm its late.
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[05 Jun 2006|06:45pm] |
ExportRevolution: my best guy friend wants me to suck
his dick for some acid. which I'd have no problem doing except
he and my best chick friend are in love (she's living in Florida now).
lol what to do?
ExportRevolution: I'm gonna ask Jeeves.
haha i heart her
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[09 May 2006|05:29pm] |
guy likes girl.
girl likes guy.
guy says he loves girl.
girl says she loves guy.
guy tells his friend she's the one.
girl doesn't know what to think of this
because girl doesn't feel as strong for guy as guy does for girl.
girl is still interested in her last 'boy toy'
girl doesn't want to break up with guy because she doesn't want to hurt his feelings.
and she still loves him just not as much as he loves her (seemingly)
girl would never cheat on guy because he's been hurt by other chick doing that to him before
but girl still flirts with 'boy toy' guy and doesn't really feel bad about it.
what do i do?
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I try to love everyone
It's never the same
And in the end
I'm who they blame.
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[13 Apr 2006|05:53pm] |
oh my god.
im going to cry this feeling is back
that feeling in the middle of my chest
that empty hurt.
owch. i didn't miss this.
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[26 Dec 2005|02:13am] |
hell yeah!!!
enought for now?
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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
my eyes
2. How much cash do you have on you?
fifteen bucks
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
creast
4. Favorite planet?
uranus hahahahaha!
5. Who's the 4th person on your missed call list?
sarah c
6. What's your main ring tone on your phone?
"special longview"
7. What shirt are you wearing?
green day kerplunk shirt
8. Do you "label" yourself?
i try not to, but some how it ends up happening
9 Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
i dont like shoes, i'm wearing leg warmers
10. Bright or Dark Room?
dark
11. What do you think of the person who posted this before you?
shes a whore. (seriously)
12. When did you last drink alcohol?
like yesterday? tonight at dinner. thats it.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
climbing upsdtairs asfter falling asleep on the couch, being cold, and fucking being tired.
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
"are you up yet?"
15. Do you click on "Pop-Ups" or Banners?
nope, got my pop up blocker for that shiiiit
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
"what the fuck?"
17. Who told you they loved you last?
jordan
18. Last furry thing you touched?
my dog?
19. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
haha like 6 i think. WAL-MART!!!
20. How Many Times Have You Done It In The Past Three Days?
it? nada. i'm lonely :( haha
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
fucking i loved it when i was 5
22. Your worst enemy?
myself
23. What's your current desktop picture?
JOS collage
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"haahaha see you upstairs"
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or change a regret, what would it be?
i regret nothing, but i'd regret having a million bucks, so they go hand in hand.
26. Do you love/like someone?
:)
27. Have you done anything illegal?
who hasn't? ("hey, do you wanna go eat a bald eagle? theres only like EIGHT of 'em left MMMMMM tastes like FREEDOM")
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[26 Oct 2005|01:07am] |
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hey all. um yeah its early wednesday and i'm fucking cold. its raining outside and i'm paranoid like Iraqi smuggling drugs across the U.S. border (no racism implied)
i can hardly keep my eyes open, again. i need my fucking caffeene pills. where are they? ahhh motherfucker.
i need to get some sleep. should s study for the multiple tests i have tomorrow? nahhh.....
just hope i don't fail.
toodles.
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[24 Oct 2005|01:43am] |
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i'm such a fucking hypocrite.
more so contradictary. i always have these wicked thoughts that i just marvel myself over like "how the fuck did i think like that" kind of a thing, but then i think of something compleately opposite, contradicting the previous thought, but then i totally agree with the latter as well.
what??? and i've been so fucking bad about carrying my shit around, and writing this stuff down.
don't you hate that? you think of something sooo good, but can't write it down, and youre like "oh i won't forget this it's too good"
then you forget.
and it just sucks because alot of the time those meanless random zoneing-out mid day thoughts always rock your world later, if you remember them.
i want nothing more than to sleep right now, but i have sooo much shit that i have to do. fucking a. i chugged a coffee earlier, and was totally wired, but i of course, had to sit here on my ass in front of my laptop, wasting the fuck away, instead of doing the shit i had to, when i had the fucking energy.
| How You Life Your Life | 
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
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i waste my time doing this shit. am i really so pathetic i need a fucking internet quiz to tell me how i live my fucking life?
it's insanity. sheer madness. and its quite chilly in my room. but i did burn my toe on my radiator the other day. ouch.
i need a shower. well, i have a shower, but i need to take one. i also need to go to middletown music tomorrow.
FUCK i just remembered. i have marching band practice tomorrow. SHIT.
5:15-9:05 holy shit! this is not what i fucking need right now. and i have to go to this practice, because otherwise i can't play in the fucking homecoming game. MOTHERFUCKER. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh/
whatever. lately, i've just been wanting to scream. like theres this energy inside of me that literally just wants to scream. i can feel it pounding and no its not my heart.
its like i need to rip out my eyes in a non violent way. just shread through this shit, since i don't know what to say. hey maybe i can put that in a poem.
but probably not, since im a lazy motherfucker who hasn't written a poem in over two weeks probably. i have so fucking much to do.
take a yawn, and strech your arms, since i'm boring you so much. fuck im falling asleep.
someone call me, i c an't help it
wake me up.
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[20 Oct 2005|08:29pm] |
refresh REFRESH REFRESHREFRESH REFRESH!!!!!!!!
i cant take it anymore!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
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name
Spencer
nickname
spence, "my whore", blue hair, heyyyyyy
age
17
school
a.i.
grade
11
hair color
blue and blond
eye color
bright green
skin color
im pretty pale...like white...
zodiac sign
cancer
height
5'5
THIS OR THAT
long hair/short hair
shortish
curly/straight hair
wavy
fat/skinny
skinny (duh)
coke/pepsi
dr pepper
chocolate/vanilla
mmmm vanilla.
superman/spiderman
fucking batman, man
prep/goth
niether
oc/one tree hill
AHHHHHHHHHHH POP TV! GET AWAY!
lindsey lohan/hilary duff
shirley manson
ice cream/candy
ice cream of course
big feet/small
uh i dunno
tall/short
tall
50 cent/eminem
nither
ashley/mary-kate olsen
the anorexic coke head *cough* i mean mary kate
comendy/drama/horror/romantic
it depends on the time and place
paris/venice
venice beach (ca)
pink/black
green
guys/girls
depends
DO U/OR HAVE U EVER TRIED....
smoke {yyyes
drugs do you know me?
drink {if so how many times}
again, DO YOU FUCKING KNOW WHO I AM?
have sex {if so how many times}
mmm yea
get along with family
who does?
YES OR NO....
paris hilton
no
britney spears
no
rap
no
sex before marriage
yes
abortion
depends on the situation
our president
he reminds me of the friends i had in kindergarden.....who rode the short bus
gay marriages
yes of course
FUTURE....
kids {how many}
like 1 or 3
state
california
job
writer/musician
married
eh i dunno
MORE THIS OR THAT.....
thongs/granny underwear
the kewl kidz go commando
hollister/hot topic
i don't like either
aol/yahoo/msn
aim?
romantic kiss/steamy make-out session
make out
wendys/kfc
fucking nither
straight/bi/gay
bi
JUST SOME QUESTONS.....
what r u wearing rite now
green day shirt, flame boots, jeans, striped sweater, belt
have u ever skipped school
um duh?
best friend
i have multiple friends but alex fucking saad is my soul mate
sexiest star
um billie joe much?
how often do u shower
like once every one or two sometimes 3 days
whats ur fear
being deaf being armly paralized
hate ne1 with a passion {if so who}
i try not to, so i dont think so
1. What time is it? 840..holy crap its late!
2. Name as it appears on birth certificate? Ima Nottell Ingu
3. Nickname(s): spence, "my whore", blue hair, heyyyyyy
4. Do You Drive?: Nope.
5. Boyfriend/Girlfriend? Nada.
6. Zodiac: cancer
7. All hair colors: currently or previously? currently=blue band with blode back and brown roots showing everywhere previous=red, black, pink, purple, green, blonde, orange
8. Eyelash color: black
9. Height: 5'5
10. Shoe size: 8
11. Glasses, contacts or neither? Neither
12. Braces? si unfortunately
13. Wished Piercing/tattoos? tattoo tattoo tattoo tattoo
14. Pets? dog
15. Sex. yes
16. Siblings: none
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Gotten super wasted? yes
18. Gotten so drunk you don't remember what happened? yeah, they took pictures :( pink spandex...it wasnt pretty.
19. Drank 5 liters of beer in 2 hours? um i dont count, i doubt it.
20. Had an Irish carbomb? nah
21. Skipped school by peer pressure? not by peer pressure
22. Bungee jumped? Nopers.
23. Kissed someone not related to you 30+ years older than you? umm...i dont think so.
24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? yeah
25. Made out with more than two people in one day? yes!! at the same time once!
26. Hit your head somewhere and been knocked out? Nopers.
27. TP'd someone's house? their trees..... does that count?
28. Won something of value? ha probably not
29. Asked a stranger out? Nopers.
30. Been rejected by someone? Ha, who hasn't?
31. Been in love with someone who didnt know it? um billie joe? then again, all those love letters, he may know.......
32. Been to over 5 funerals? yea
33. Used a lighter? duh
34. Been on stage? fuck yes!
****FAVORITE******
35. Pasta: um those pilliows
36. Ice cream flavor: fucking heath man...it rules
37. Store for clothes: the thrift store.
38. School subject(s): whatever subject where the teach is too oblivious to noticed im sleeping/not there
39. Breakfast cereal: special k ;)
40. Number and why: 9, fuck you and your numbers, thats my reason
41. Book and why: frindle, ive read it like 1000 1/2 times
42. Horror Movie: dunno. texas chain saw original
43. Candy: heath
44. Dark Soda: I PREFER BLOOD.
45. Color: GREEN!
46. Vacation spot(s): Anywhere but here. (A-FUCKING-MEN)
47. Sport to watch on tv: tennis....just kidding.
48. Sport to play: im lazy. i hate sports.
49. Fruit: banana
50. Sound: Orgasm. *looks around* What?
51. Fast food restaraunt: UGH NONE
52. Cartoon Character: Stewie!
53. Holiday the first half of the year: um leaf eriksin day, i think its in january
54. Name for a boy: ryan, fffff,
55. Name for a girl: estelle, stella, drew
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate, strawberry or vanilla? fucking strawberry
57. Boys or girls? both
58. Long relationships or one night stands: ehhh i dunno, ive had more of the latter....
59. Dogs or cats or horses? horsies
60. Comedies or scary movies: It's comedy and tragedy. It's Saint Jimmy and that's my nameeeeeee. And don't you fucking wear it out. * * * *(:))
61. Silver or gold? Silver.
62 Croutons or bacon bits? Neither.
******THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
63. Potato: crabs
64. Tomato: stubboron
65. School: hate
66. Grass: weed
67. Cow: milk
68. Canada: flag!
69. Mouse: COLIN THE BAND ROOM ALBINO MOUSE/RAT
70. Hand: Job.
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? yeah..well not the whole thing
72. Talked on the phone? yeah
73. Cried? yes actually
74. Threw up? No
75. Drank a glass of water? yeah i have to pee now that you mention it
76. Gone to the bathroom? yeah
77. Read a book or magazine? Yeah.
78. Watched tv? nope
79. Looked in the mirror? Yes'm.
80. Taken a shower? no wait..yeah..actually no
81. Taken a picture? Nopers.
82. Listened to music? Of course.
83. Hugged or kissed someone? More like everyone.
84. Done your hw? whats homework? :)
85. Told someone you loved them? EVERYONE.
***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******
86. Rock and Roll? And Can Music Save Your Mortal Soul? And Can You Teach Me How To Dance Real Slow...? BLLAAHHHHHH!
87. A one true love? i dont know
88. Aliens? Yes.
89. Fun for the entire family? What is this an ad for a water park or something?
90. Freedom of speech? If I didn't then I wouldn't believe in answering this question. Fucker.
91. Love? Yeah, somethings gotta kill right?
92. Magic? In A Young Girl's Heart? How The Music Can Free Ya Whenever It Starts?......
*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******
93. Last movie you saw in theatres? waiting fucking rock ass
94. Are you listening to music right now? Yeah.
95. What color shirt are you wearing? black beater
96. Do you like your middle name? ehhhhh no
97. What is the best thing since sliced bread?: my bum
98. Who is your best friend(s)? alex fucking saad
99. What time is it now? 859
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